Hello there. I don't know if I am still with Brandon. I asked him if he wants to still be with me, and he said he didn't know. He said that it's 50/50 right now. I guess he still loves me, he is just really busy with school and doesn't have time for a relationship right now. I love him so much, and I don't want to lose him, what am I to do? At least he knows that I still love him, I love him as much as I did in the beginnig, if not more. I am so confussed, everyone is telling me that I should just wait and see, if we're meant to be, then it will work out in the end. I'm willing to try anything right now. I defanitely don't want to lose him, that is my worse fear. I mean I would pick being locked up in a room full of birds over losing him. In case you didn't know, I have this really bad phobia of birds. They really feak me out! So imagain the thing you fear the most, and picking to be put in a room with that thing, or maore than one of those things over losing the one you love. Would you do it? I would in a heart beat if it meant not losing Brandon. Well i just got home from work, and it's 1:55 A.M. Plus I have work tomarrow, so I better get some sleep, later people. Melissa