Today is ok, I have been partying like non stop. I think out of two weeks I have been sober like two days, lol. On Wed. we went camping, there was J Lo (Jesse), Ryan, Will, Amamnda, Janique, Richard and myself. Ryan and I ended making out all night and morning, and then the next time I saw him he acted like nothing happened. Oh well, not the first time this has happened and won't be the last. Then last night, he was all over Janique, which is gross cuz she is 15 and he is turning 22 soon. Oh well if he gets thrown in jail, it's his fault. I think he is really hott, and well ummm yeah. I really neeed to get laid, well later peoples Mel