Hi hello, well now what's new? Hmmmmmm, let me see. Well I still don't know if I am with brandon or not, I beleive I am. I told him that until we actually break up, we are together. What's really strange is the whole him acting like himself again. I don't really know what the hell that means. I just don't know anymore. I mean, what the hell, you make me think that we are gonna break up, and then you turn around and make me think there is a chance we will stay together. What's up with that? I honestly don't know if I even want us to work anymore. I know I love him, I just don't like the whole mind game shit. I don't play games with him, so he shouldn't play games with me. Don't you think? Plus I am well, starting to like another guy. His name is Brett, and I have no idea what to do. I don't think I even have a chance with him anyway, so why the hell am I putting these thoughts in my head. So what if he was doing funny stuff just to make me happy, I'm sure he does it to everyone else too. So what if I catch him looking at me, who knows maybe I have something hanging from my nose. Unlikely, but there is still a chance. So what if he sat right next to me, and made me really nrevous, maybe ummmm, he was trying to see the meeting, yeah the meeting. So what if I am really attracted to him, I mean why would he be interested in me? He's probably already taken anyway. Well I gotsta go to the movies. Later People Melissa