Hey, today was ok. I'm going to prom tomorrow with Sarah, Derek, and Travis. Yayyy. I wanted to talk to Chase so bad today, but right when I was gonna, the stupid bell rang. Damn that bell anyway, so I didn't get a chance. How sucky is that? Well I'll tell you, really sucky. I think Chase is sooo hott, I am just too damn shy. Why is that? And by the way, Amanda DON'T RUN AWAY! That is the pussy way out of things. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger. I don't know anymore. I am soo afraid of rejection, what if Chase doesn't think I'm hott? That would really suck. rejection is my biggest fear, well except for birds, now they really scare me. Well I guess I'm out. Later peoples Mel