Well now, what's new with me?? Let me see.... Well I guess I know his name now, it's Brandon. Plus I talked to that sexy beast. I told him he has a cool tat. Kinda Korny huh. I know, I know, I'm an idiot, you'd think that I would be able to talk to him, I mean he's just a guy, or at least that is what everyone keeps on telling me. Lately I have been kinda sad, I don't really know why either, usually I am a happy person who's normally just there. I don't usually think these depressing thoughts in my little fucked up head. I'm trying to lay off the partying, he he trying, but not suceeding. I don't know, it just helps me forget for a while, once I get a few drinks in me I become a happy little person, lol. Little, now that's a joke and a half. Sure, I'm short, but lets face it, I'm the size of a hippo, well not really, I'm average. God I hate that word, average, now that's one thing I never thought I would be. Well anyway I guess I better stop pouring out my depressed little thoughts on you, bye now. Mel