Betrayal is all I feel

I hate it when people say things that they don't mean. Nothing bugs me more then that. I hate it when people tell you they love you when in all atualality, they couldn't possibly comprehend a word as strong as love. I hate the fact that I fell in love with someone who doesn't even know love exists. I hate it that that same person was able to move on so quickly. If he ever really cared for me, he wouldn't have ever been able to move on like I was nothing. That's exactly what David did, he moved on like there was nothing in between us besides sex. Sure he was good in bed, but the sex wasn't everything. I could care less about sex. What is sex? Just a conection between two bodys. That's all it is. If there is more then physical attraction, sex shouldn't be a must, it should be a form of bringing two people closer together. Now David could never understand anything like that. Mostly because the love he said he had for me was nothing. Just words coming out of his mouth. Why do you think I asked you if you really loved me David? Mostly because I don't agree with throwing that word around like it is nothing. Like I am nothing. Who knows, maybe I amk nothing, and maybe love really doesn't exist. Maybe all it is, is attraction. I doubt I will ever find anyone whom I can love, and get a love just as strong as my own in return. Maybe I'm just asking too much. I guess in the end nobody will ever really know. Melissa
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