Hello everyone, today is just a shitty day. I'm so sick of the relationship bull shit. David told me he would come over today unless he was sleeping. Now of course, he doesn't want to come down. Not because he's sleeping, but because he wants to sit on his ass and play a stupid fucking game. Why the hell do I give these stupid guys the chance to let me down? I mean seriusly, you'd think i'd learn, but nooooo. I have to get my hopes up and then have them smashed down. Why do I even try? He says he'll be here tomarrow, uh huh. Like I beleive shit anymore. Men just lie! I swear they are only good for one thing, and he doesn't even give me that enough. Who knows, maybe I'm just not attractive to him. Wouldn't surprise me any. I know I don't look that good, I just don't understand how or why he got with me in the first place. Well I'm off to get a little drunk, at least that helps me forget everything, even if it's only for one night. Later Hoplessly lonely Melissa