Well hello everyone. Right now I am a lil' down. It seams Brandon doesn't really have time for me anymore. Well, actually it's not really the time thing. See, Brandon is moving and had to be out of his house by friday, so they have been packing and getting ready to leave. And I understand that he has been busy, it's just that everytime I call him he doesn't really even talk to me, and he always gets off the phone really fast. I don't know, it just makes me feel like he doesn't really want to talk to me. There's that, and well, he does all these things with our friend Spike. Which by the way, doesn't bother me, I just wish every now and then "we" would do something together other than having sex or hanging at his house or Lagoon. Am I being too needy? I hope not, I'm not that type of girl. Should I talk to him about these little snags, or should I just put it all behind me and hope for the best? I love Brandon with all my heart! I'm just afraid of saying something that will make him not want to be with me. That's my #1 fear, well next to birds anyway, lol. Well I guess I better go. Please give me some advice on this matter, I'm beggin' ya. later Melissa