Ok, I went to Lagoon on Tuesday, and saw Brandon again. This time he checked meout again. So I don't know what is going on. I think I will go and talk to him. We are going to go to Lagoon on sunday, so i hope he is working, then maybe I will get over being so shy. Amanda thinks that Brandon might be "the one." I don't know, I want to beleive that, but thyen i am soo afraid of opening up to someone again. What if I get my heart crushed again? I would really hate that. I wouldn't know what to do. I've never been so into a guy before. Normally they are hott, but I'm not usually shy, I can usually walk right up to them and talk. But for some unknown reason, I just can't do it with him. I'm usually so out going, you know, able to speak my mind. Or say something completely off the wall that has people all big eyed and saying, "did I just hear that out of your mouth?" I don't know, it's just my personality, I am a very sarcastic person. Well hopefully I ger over this shyness of mine that seams to have come out of nowhere. Later people Melissa