Hello there, today is just a really shitty day. I swear only one thing good happened all day, and that is David. David came over to see me today wich makes me happy. Yeah, and now the shitty part comes out. I found out something that really pisses me off. Zac has been saying that I wanted to have a three some on the night I got raped with him and the guy who raped me. WTF I would never want a bunch of stupid asses like Zac and Erik. What the hell! I just don't understand how some people like to bring my shit up into the open. I was raped two years ago, big fucking deal, let me get on with my life. Everytime I move on some little fuck has to bring it up again. I mean really Zac I hope both you and that stupid ass of a best friend reads this. Do you honestly think I would want either of you? Sorry buddy but you really need to take a look in the mirror. Girls like me just don't want assholes like you. I have a really nice letter for you buddy, the question is, can you handle some of the shit I can say. You think I'm mean to Chance, you havn't seen anything yet, but you will. I'm gonna lay all your shit bare, everyhting and anything that will hurt you, WILL come out of my mouth. So why don't you do me a favor and bring your happy ass on over and get what's coming to you both. It's on now, you fucked up, you brought this shit into my life for the last time. Now we'll see who's crying in the end, I hate to break it to you, but it won't be me. I've shed too many tears over this shit. There's nothing better then to make grown men cry and I'll enjoy every second of it, and then some. COME AND GET IT BABY! Mel