Hi people, I am sooo mad at my friend, she was hitting on Jake right in front of me. That pissed me off. She was like, tell him I said he's hott. I was just like ummm, back off bitch. Fucking Sam anyway, Jake is mine, lol not really but can't a girl pretend? I miss Jeramie, I was at his house today, and like always I miss having him there, to hold and well I don't know. I know we will never get back together cuz he doesn't want kids and I do. Even though we both still have feelings for eachother. I just have more feelings for Jake. But the problem is, I don't know how Jake feels about me. He won't tell me, he just says he will tell me when I go and see him. I think he doesn't think I will, but I will. When I set my mind to something, there is no going back. I don't know who I care for more, Jake, Chase, or Evan. Evan is a guy I have liked for years. I'm sure it's between Jake and eEvan, the question is just who? well I guess I'll go now, later people. Mel