Hi hello, yeah I'm in a pretty bad mood today. I kinda fucked up again, no surprise there. Yeah, this sucks! I kinda messed everything up with Dan again. What the hell was I thinking? Why did I do it again. Dan I love you more then words can say, you're the love of my life! My eyes are for you and only you. You're all I could ever want, and will ever want. No man can compete. Oh well, like I could ever say this to his face. I'm such a chicken. Oh well, it's off to shine my boots for drill. Bye now. Love Mel