ugh my back is fucking killing me so badly, well i spent last night with-wait must pee brb-sorry anyways i spent last night with sarah and krrn and it was so much fun lol it was good to get things off my mind like that... i am so hoping this new year brings good things, last year it brought good and bad things but mostly bad, i want to try not to be as sad anymore but its hard, i cant wait till the day that i am together with the one i love and i hope its soon, he just makes me so happy like everything in the world can be wrong and depressing but when i am with him or when i look in his eyes, everything is ook. well this is all i am going to write for now, my head is killing me and so isnt my back.