im fuckin heartbroken and fuckin depressed and pissed off. but for once i dont care. im tired of it. i havent written in this thing in like almost a month its crazy. but i probably will be writing in it more often now because thats right i am grounded. meaning no going anywhere except school and the bitch took my phone away. i cant wait to move back to my moms. i have been calling her everynight, she has been like my savior. i never thought the day would come where i would rather live with the asshole then my dad. but damn, my dad aint mean or anything he is just straight up ANNOYING. and he stresses me out so bad, sometimes it feels like he wants me to fail because thats all he ever talks about is me not succeeding and blah blah blah. everytime he tells me that i just call up my mom. and i dont know what to do about mikey anymore he is so confusing. i hate how i love that boy so much and then DANNY was flirting with me really badly today and i want that kids body so bad. everytime i see him, i just want to bang him more and more. damn. boys boys boys