i feel beautiful, today has been a good day i felt loved today lol ya i am just gonna go around and be happy i dont want to deal with being depressed anymore its better to just go around with a smile on your face and hide everything so yea if you dont know what has happend with my brother then to bad cuz i am not explaining it,maybe i will later but i prolly wont be able to write in this thing or be online for that matter unless i am in school because i am in deep shit at home but whatever i will get over it. if you must know then you will find out. but i am not typing it its wayy to fucking long. i decided to actually were make up today and like look a little bit better then i have been lol with my beanie that says wheres my bitches lol, its my pimp beanie i love it,its actually my brothers but whatever. me and sarah are going to be hippis tommorow, lol hippi-ness is sooo awesome i am wearing my stoner shirt lol hahahaha.. THANK YOU BRANDI FOR THE CDS, I APPRECIATE IT GREATLY, YOUR AWESOME "a million words will not bring you back, i know because i've tried, a million tears will not bring you back i know because i have cried." and on a happy note i am out x3jade