i just want too say thank you so much Axel and James, it meant a lot that you guys helped me i love you guys they made me believe everything is going to be ook --- i will explain everything later i am in CPR and i didnt have time when i was writing it before x33jade haha and i am having a great day --- "well nobody answers, when i call your name" the other night axel IMed me and i just had gotten into a huge fight with my mom and he just said all the right things ya know and i am so glad that we are talking now, love you