oh my god...i was just in lunch and i am not sure wether i made a huge mistake or i did something good. what am i doing i really have to stop letting people talk me into things, they didnt even really talk me into it, well yea they kinda did. cuz they said "make him jealous he will want you back, guys want what they cant have." i am not sure if this is a mistake or not, i really hope not. ook now i am guessing you want details,eh. well i am in computer class, just got out of lunch were i was sitting and eating with ashley and mindy and yea things just kinda happend, this kid i guess he likes me, well now i kinda know he does. well as i was saying i was sitting there and i heard "hey stephens old girlfriend" (which kind of made me a lil depressed hearing that) he likes you" and the kid gets up and leaves the table but i knew who it was because he is one of my friends, it was Drew. so then he asked me out. i wasnt sure what to say because i love stephen and i didnt want to hurt him, i really hate when this happens. so i said i would think about it and i would get back to him. but ashley and mindy said that thing that i wrote before. no i dont think it is right that i said yes to him now and kissed him. but i want my stephen back more then anything, i feel very selfish and horrible i dont know what to do. maybe things were meant to happen this way and this will help me with getting back together but i really dont like hurting people. especially since i know what pain and hurt feels like and i wouldnt want anyone else to experience that. i dont know what to do. could anybody help possibly? ugh why does love have to be so confusing and hurtful. i just want to get out of here. just like go home and sleep for the rest of the day.