I am who I am today because of the choices I made yeaterday. . .One of them was falling in love with you and its made me who I want to be. . .I just need you now to make it complete. . . i dont understand people at all. I am sorry if this offends you sarah, you know i love you a whole lot but i have to get this off my chest, its like if you really loved a person, what would be stopping you from telling them i dont get it,well wait i know i know fear of rejection well GET OVER IT you know how much rejection and heartbreak there is out there in the world. I am not trying to mean or anything but if u never take risks and get over your fear of rejection then you never know what could have worked out. take me for example i told steve that i liked him as soon as i found out that i did and now i had (soon to be haveing agian :)) great awesome relationship with this guy that turned out to be my true love and i know he is. idk i just needed to like get that off my chest. today was awesome, on the bus this morning steve sat across from me and he kept looking at me. then in the afternoon he was doing the same and then Mindy took this piece of paper and it said "jade loves steven" and she told him to read it and he read it then he looked at me then when i was like looking away i looked at him and he was putting it in his pocket! i hope that means something! i pray that it does PLEASE MEAN SOMETHING! i just want my life to get better thats it! i just want him! well i am done I LOVE STEVEN!