Listening to: silence-
Feeling: dizzy
i am so fricking bored i dont know what too do, i hate snowdays
i have to babysit today at like 4 and i am babysitting til like 10 or 11 at night
but i dont really care because i love those kids to death
its going to be interesting though. i dont know why i can just like feel that something interesting is going to happen while i am over there. whatever. sounds like fun.
hmm
so yea my stepdad is officially doing it again i dont understand what is wrong with my mother, she knows what he is doing yet she is just being stupid.
my aunt thinks she just doesnt want another relationship to fail. i hate her relationships she always is with the wrong guy and i am hoping and wishing and praying this one will fail i know my mom wont be too good if it does just cuz of the fact that it failed but she is going to be more hurt in the long run if it doesnt fail soon i know it. i hate him my whole family sees what he is doing but she refuses to believe it even though he has done it before
grrrrr
whatever i am just going to ignore everyone in this household from now on, just no longer pay any attention to what anyone says, it will probably be better that way, maybe i will start feeling better about myself if i just shut him out.
well i think i am done now
i will write more later
maybe when i am babysitting because it gets wicked boring after they go too bed, and i am sure you guys want to here about the interesting things lol
i love you stephen
p.s. GOPATRIOTS!
W00T
-girl next door