2 of my fucking best friends are fighting and its tearing me apart. they have been friends for so long and they are such great friends, and they are throwing it away and for what? nothing. i fucking hate this. do you know how hard it is to have them think that they dont care about each other when they do so much. why does everything have to be like this,everything is so fucked up and now what am i supposed too do. what the fuck i am so done with this i cant take it anymore i am sick of my life i am sick of ppl taking things for granted. i am not giving up but what else am i supposed to do? WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??? why do i deserve this, i am sorry for my past i am sorry for what i did and i wish i could take it all back and do it over agian but why do you have to fucking do this to me. ITS FUCKING TEARING ME APART whatever fuck it i am sick of this sarah i love you but i am not sorry for that comment, i am always here 4 you but i cant help you right now and everytime i try to help someone it blows up in my face fuck this fuck my life