emotions are a bitch

...His lips are like vodka && i want to get wasted i dont know how to put how i am feeling in words. and i woud normally put it into a song but i cant seem to find one that fits. this is like partly what i am feeling.. Did I ever tell you that I really love you and I think about you all day? I really miss you and wish I could kiss you, but why are you so far away? Since you've been gone, I've thought over and over about you inside my head and where I went wrong, where I went wrong. Every day, I've been thinking a lot about all of the things you'd say since I went away, since I went away... I guess I could call you and ask you "How are you?" but I really don't have much to say... I sit all alone and I stare at the phone and I hope that you're doing ok. The Ataris Alone in Santa Cruz. this one also kinda,idk partly.. I'm falling down And you're not here to break my fall I shut my eyes when you're around I hold my breath to kill the sound of your voice I'm falling down. And you're not here to break my fall Thursday-How Long is the Night i wish i could like express myself in my own words but everytime i try it doesnt come out right.
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thanks for ditching me on our anniversary....
[Anonymous]
yeah! sumtimes i just feel like that. . in fact i feel like that right now. . . . . . .
awww jade i love you, even though you do make me emotionally unstable ♥ cheer up, and you know im just a phone call away ♥
[Anonymous]
and nim borrowing that song, k?

sometimes i have trouble expressing myself through my own words too...
[Anonymous]