ook the other day i got called down to miss jangels office she is the schools social worker and she said that someone had told a teacher or her or something that they were concerned about an entry i wrote in here about me taking those pills, well i would like to say that that wasnt an act of suicide or anything, i know i shouldnt have taken that many pills but i wasnt trying to kill myself, i am not weak like that i am looking forward to my life and whats going to happen. i also wanted to sorta thank that person, i dont know who it is but i am glad that someone cares about it that much or about me. i would like to know who said something (i'm not madd and i dont want to like kill them or anything) i am just curious anyways i have to go see mrs. jangel every week now and i am going to be tested for having a learning disability. i love how they just noticed that i might have a learning disability idk i just think its funny. ook now sarah, i have been putting this off because i feel horrible, completly horrible but me and you need to talk and i want to be the one to tell you instead of you finding it out from someone else. i love you so much you are one of my bestest friends. i had some more stuff to say but my mother just called and tisha should be here any minute so i will write it later i love stephen