soo i went to the movies last night with jess and tisha because my ride to Daves house kinda bailed on me it sucked, well they had fun..i got ignored. because tisha slept over jessicas house and so thats all they were fucking talking about...and its not like they were telling me about it they were just like remembering and laughing about it it just like pissed me off and first of all it pissed me off because we were supposed to go to the movies at like 230 and they were gonna call me well by the time fucking 430 comes around i am like wtf i figured they ditched me but i called them anyway and there like "oh were not going till after 5" i am like gee thanks for calling and telling me that and then they call back asking if i have any money and i was like umm no cuz tisha was going to pay for me but then all the sudden she didnt have any money..grr..so stupid me didnt take a hint right then and fucking went anyway (her mom decided she would pay for me...i am poor, i cant help it) ugh, it was horrible, i tried to make it better, but whatever, and the movie sucked too (white noises) i wanted to see hide and seek, whatever i might go see it tonight or something but i dont want too go because i will prolly be all alone because my stepdad is being a douche and making me go for one thing and for another thing wont let me bring any of my friends grr !