i am talking to steven online at this very minute, ugh everytime i talk to him my heart just beats so fast and i start shakin n shit. we were in this deep conversation about death but now we are talking bout music. everytime it say he is typing at the bottom of the IM i am just hoping the next thing he says is "i want you" or something along the lines of that. 5 more days until that day that i dread,ugh, well i am gonna go talk to him more, i love him!!!