i am so confused right now. there is some girl i like, aint that always the case. But this time its different i really like her so much just becouse of who she is and just being around her makes u feel so complete inside, and normaly i am so negative and empty hearted. The only problem is that she is going through some shit right now, and she is feelign all down and sttuff. and i dont think she likes me like that or at all. i just feel so crushed right now cuze over the summer when i was gonna ask her out she started to go out with some other guy i kno and i felt so hurt and crushed on the inside, i just did not want to be alive, i feel asif i did not do anything to be this hurt onthe side, i would rather be a cumstain in my parents bed sheets. i just feel so much better around her she makwes me feel all good and stuff i like her alot becouse she is so much off what i am not and off what i use to be and i just guess that i lost it over the years so it makes me feel so attracted to her. i just dont no what to it feels like the end is near. my story is over as in ending in death. i just dont feel like some times i can go on cuze i am so down and emptyi just feels like there is no pint to go on in life. i guess thats just were i feel i am at in my life i dont kno. i just really wanna give up on life right now , i just have been feeling so down, i havent really accomplished anything, and i feel i should have but i guess ia m only 16 what am i to do, man i am so lost right now