I feel so, good some what. Cuz i have come to the realization that if i needed my friends they would be there for me. As i would be for them. Like some people i feel that i have such a strong bond of trust, like i can just tell them so much stuff that i have never told any one, and i can express my self in ways that i normally cant do, Some people would not understand at all. As others have a scence of were i am coming from. It feels good to talk about thing and just let things go, as embaressed as i may be when i talk about my old dead cat to this day i will still cry about that, cuz it felt as left i lost a part of me, i am just ahpyy i can let thing out, with out people making such a big deal out fo it. At one point i felt so blind,now i am arched from behind. Now it seems i have a sense of direction, more then before. I just wish i could help some one else at one point durring there times of need and desperation.