i havent been on this in a while, not like it matters there is nuthing to show new in my life, its no different then before. My world is falling apart just as before is it that u ever feel out of place? or ever feel needed? ever have the sick thoughts of killing ur self? .... i do all the time... wondering if id ever be missed, or for any one to even no my name, or am i just a joke? i guess i could never find out but if i could id take the chance... just to no in an instance ... "dead ends" There is just nuthing to lose, but what to gain. Maybe its just a faze, maybe im just falling to my knees, there is nuthing to lose so why am i still so pained, it may not just be my day. yet the days are still blue, yet i still crumble in 2. yet my remorse is for ever loving you, so id rather watch you burn in hell and vanish to the crypts were the dead grow pained, for in truith that's my heart