Yesterday was crzzy! In my garage we hot boxed this old shit box car, it was so awesome, i might also be picking up some more pot tonite. I am undecided wether or not i am going to friends house, i dont feel as if i really belong there, just anonymous reasons. As much as i may smoke i will never lose the feeling of wanting to be with u for every longing moment. "To take every thing from the inside and to through it all away" I just feel so lost, then again i was never to no what i was doing, i just want to let go of everything sp precious to me fade away to the abis, i can no longer bare the time we aint together, if only u no as to how i felt, it may all be so different. i shall go and whimper these tears, shall forever stay