Listening to: children of bodom- needled 24/7
Feeling: morbid
i once felt as if i was a chain, then as strong and as invincable i thoguht i was, i broke in many peices as if every link was to fall apart in my life, and yet it seemed to happen in the process of only 3years.
And as of now i am still working on putting it all back together. And fixing all relationships with friends and all i no cuz i have done so much to fuk it all up, and i no they are true friends cuz they have accepted me for all my mistakes, and yet i just feel liek shit. It is all back together it has been forawhile but it will never be the same, especially with my rents, i can still feel a distance between them.
poem time :p
"links of life"
Links of life start to crumble,
faults with in let you fumble.
Wish all ur miserys away,
Watch the horizon set each day.
To slowly break away from lifes pain,
but to put it all in a new frame.
it may not make sence to some, but it does
its over
your a pretty good writer
Heh, you sound like one of my ex's :o
He stopped talking to me for a while though and then came back and was like 'yea, i wanted to fix things' and everything was so fucked up... heh.. we dont talk anymore, but its for the best lol.
Take care hun! I'm here if ya need me
-erica-
luv ya's
-erica-