so... i have just been reading over all of my entries and i noticed that not much has changed with me since i have started other then i have been kinda alot less depressed. anotehr thing i noticed was that certain entries should have been private meh there is no point in making them private now cuz over 60 people have already red them so its no matter. i also noticed that certain people have changed alot! i wontname names cuz some for better others for worse in my opinion but hell its only my thoughts. for some reason i have a good feeling soon with time are whole group dealy will be split do to a huge argument that will break loose yet i have no clue what over but i have a sence as to what it will be, i no its comming as i say the "worst is yet to come !" i no who it will start with to and it aint me :) just a feeling it will start with john and brendan i have noticed there has been great tension between the 2, thank god there not on the same lunches:P i wish i could make it so only people on my friends list could read this entry no worries tho. i dont no but i just get this feeling the group will split. and there will be certain people that will be stuck in the middle and will be forced 2choose sides. im betting it will be some what like the pickering peeps aginst the ajax peeps just cuz that seems to how it goes when things go wrong. like what happend to erin thats how it was at the bridge and on halloween. they were both good nites tho :) but yeah i dont think i could really choose sides, depending on the argument and how blown out of proportion it would be . i no how it would go tho brendan against jon. john would get chris on his side brendan would try to get me and things would get said that should not. and it would get alot of people into it. brendan will make a remark to john about his mom or sumthing to piss him off, cuz thats what they do. then john would make a remark about him smoking pot prolly affendin gme aswell in the process. then i could take the blow or get into it. but also other people would get in that smoke pot and hes basically brought on a whole group. then chris would back him up and give his morals just being a friend trying to back john up. and then erin could get in both of them (cuz yeah wont say stuff, keep it on the hush hush) so then basically the split comes in and thast how u basically get the split ! of ajax against pickering minus the few people who would not pick sides like um i unno, i dont no certain peopl that well to say were they would be at ! like daniel or claire or erin i have no clue. but one of these mornign sumthing will break loose do to un needed words man i feel like one of those people on tv predicting things that are usually off by a long shot:P meh i need to kill time its final later and stuff cuz its 2 early i just wish people were on msn or sumthing ... basterds :P maybe ill put my address up so people could add me hmmmm ? i wonder :P