All right my shizzle is back up and looking good:p oh man n2long ago i was tobogining, its good stuff.i flew off this jump and landed on th e ground and winded myslef. i got it on tape it was funny stuff i was laughing with loss of breth. This song by type o negative is the greatist. i im feeling all bruisd stupid basterd tobogin making me do a goddamn flip that was great to bad that was not on tape. Man i dont want it to be school yet i am honestly considering dropping out cuz i hate school its not benificial in any way to me anything they tought us for the course im talking i allready basically no. Its not like im the only one that wants to drop out and all, but im the one who does not care were life leads me i really have no will for living its pointless just build urself up to get all these richis and then to die with nothing whast the point in all that, its all bull shit i cant wait till l8ter when i get high and leave all my worries behind for the time being! i dont really no whats going on in my head right now im so confused more than ever right now, all becouse of that dream i had last nite it made so much sense, and yet i wish i could make it all happen but its asking for the impossible