Yeah my "world" took another dive into the shitterz. Just sorduve stumbled onto sumthing i did not wont to but i cant say what, for many reasons, yeah i realized everything i have ever wanted, can no longer ever be obtained. For many reasons so, i shall just act as if nothing is wrong as usual other than how my heart is forzen and cracked into many peices, shattered for many years, as for this thing called love shall never be obtained with the one i want it to be, but i shall raise my head up high and move on even though its been motnhs and i cant stop thinking about u, i really need to find some one who wont be snatched away,FUK ME im so uber pissed, and saddend at the same time AHHHHHHHHHHHHH Why is it tha i cnat just keep things in the past, dammit. JUST KILL ME NOW, IM FUCKING RDY! wish i was born heartless an with out emotions, only thing i have to look forward to is eating my cold cut sub, if it wernt for sub way i would not have a reaon to live , YUMMY FOOD IS WHAT KEEPS ME ALIVE AND WELL:D For the time being any way:P