I am so lost with in. There are so many things i wanna do right now. But i cant do them with out messing up some one else's life. I say this becous i feel hat i have a real negative impact on people becous eof many of the decisions i have made threw out my life. I just wish my decisons would not impact people so much, i am so bitter and negative inside, cuz i try to please every one else beside myself. Dame these feelings which should be positive turn to be so negative. I wish i could just end this infinnit pain. Which decisions seem to be so easily made, are the ones that yet impact people so much as to which way u go to put these actions intoi play. Her is another lacking poem Entitled: "As u grow Blk within" From the bottom of my heart,as it blackens once again. The pain that is no more, has lefty a mighty scar. As my heart is slowly torn, for it shall ever bleed out the joy that it once contained. As the world was once pure, as were u. until you were once tainted by my lonesome heart.