Here's a journal dedicated to two of my favorite people: my sister, Jhonna, and her boyfriend, Nick. They are made for each other. I didn't think that was possible. Maybe I still don't. But it seems like they are perfect. In areas where he lacks she is strong and vice versa. I've met couples that were good together but not like Jhonna and Nick. It's freaky. Anyway, she is one of my best friends and so is he. They are together so much that it is like I am best friends with the Jhonna/Nick person and not them seperately. Well, what inspired me to write about them is that I don't think I'll ever find a guy that is my "soul mate". The bigger question is do I believe in soul mates. The romantic side of me does but not the logical one. It tells me not to put my heart out for someone to step on. But at this point feeling anything would be nice, even if it is pain. I've been feeling numb for so long I don't know what anything else feels like.