I am all kinds of emotional tonight. We went to the family reunion. Total bust. Nick (my sis's bf) and I played rock, paper, scissors to avoid awkward introductions. It worked. The only good thing that happened was my cousin Lindsay introduced me to her best friend Matt who seemed totally nice and she braided one side of my hair and he braided the other. I love when people play with my hair. Anyway, he had very nice eyes and a great laugh. Poem material. Then I went to Jhonna's (my sis's) house and we watched "I Love the 90's" until time to leave for the Omelet Shoppe. We had a great time. I used this hair putty that I had to style Kelly's hair into a "faux hawk". It looked too cute. I hope we get to see each other more, she is such a cool person. I've been up for 32 hours. I am tired but I don't think I can sleep. Too many things are running through my head right now. Especially the fact that I have decided to be a lawyer. This is a major decision for me. I want to be a writer or poet so bad but everyone tells me that I can't get anywhere in those careers but what about living a life that I love, not one that makes me look good? I guess you can be a lawyer and a poet/writer dually but these past few days I've been writing like a mad woman and it would be hard to spend the night writing and then have to go to work the next day. I write best at night, actually I've never wrote anything good while the Sun was up.