I Hate Science

by valerie102
Feeling: groggy
This weekend I had a really good time. My dad told me that he is marrying Donna (his gf). That's all right with me. She has two kids Laura Ann-20 and Dan-17. They are okay people. I'm tired today. I stayed up half the night doing chemistry homework. I hate science. I'm such an idiot. I'm looking forward to next Monday, it being Labor Day and all. Maybe I'll actually have some plans for once. Eeee Mondays suck. I have a 4 hour chemistry lab this evening. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I can be so heartless and cold. And for no reason. It's like I want people to hate me so I can punish myself. I'm so guilty. I don't even know why anymore but here I am sitting alone in a computer lab alienating myself from anyone who might find me amusing. I'm so messed up. Everything I do in my life has to do with guilt. Am I going to be a bitch today? Yes, because yesterday I made someone feel bad on accident and I feel GUILTY. Am I going to over-eat today? Yes, because I feel GUILTY. Am I going cry again? Yes, GUILTY. GUILTY. Mom? GUILTY. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Later on that day... Okay, since not a lot is going on with me I'll put the contents of my next entry in your hands. Ask me any questions you want to know and I'll answer them. You know how it goes.
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Armed cops? Crikey! Where were you at school, Compton??

No, we don't have network TV here. 3 national government channels, 1 private free channel (as in not having to comply with government broadcasting "doctrine") and one private pay channel which has all the good stuff, especially when they introduced Satellite services a few years ago. Even then, with it all added up, it's 67 channels and nothing worthwhile to watch on a Sunday morning!

Can I ask a question as well??

If you could leave one mark on this planet from your time on it, in any field of your choice, what would it be?

I think it's a tough question.
Guilt is a sign that you care. Caring is very important. * HUGS * If you ever need to talk . . . .
[Anonymous]
okay, I will be obliged to admit that, aside from prescribed school classics like Wuthering Heights, I haven't read too many of the great books. I did read Catcher in the Rye, but that's about it. Tragic and stupid of me, since I read a lot.

Ideally, I would like to write a great play. Or the next Stairway to Heaven. At the moment, I'll stick to my 3 published research articles while I wait for inspiration!
-d-
I want to give you a big back-breaking hug until you pass out in my arms and we run away together into the sunset. (Yes, you will wake up soon. :P)
I just want to know why you aren't here for me to spoil with affection. Come to me now. I command it. :P You kick ass.
Kewlayde.
What's your middle name? The color and ethnicity of your first pet? The first person you remember dying? The first Christmas you remember and the best present ever recieved (assumming there that you are christian)? Why you aren't doing schoolwork right now, you slacker? Hop scotch or marbles? If you refuse to believe in atoms, does existance cease to be inside your own head? Can you touch your toes? Lick them? What's my name again?
[Anonymous]
You're dad is finally marrying Donna?!?!?!?!!?! That's fuckin crazy, dude. I hope everything goes well...i'm settin in computer class now...(in the back) lori williams sets right in front of me so i can throw spit wads at her :D hehehehehe hope everything's ok...love ya jen
[Anonymous]
Yes i'm on...just not on messenger...school sucks
Jen
[Anonymous]
Mwah! * Big ol' kiss on the cheek *

Grrrowl!
[Anonymous]