I'm listening to a CD that I borrowed from my cousin about two years ago. Some day I'll return it. Anyway, it's Monsta Jams. It's funny that I used to seriously love all the songs on it. It's 6:52 am and I've been up all night. I like the feeling. I can beat Sleep. He cannot make me fall. Ha, I win! No one comments on this diary. I like that. It's nice to have something just for myself. I guess I could make this one private but I'm vain enough to let someone read it if they stumble onto it. Anyway, I'm feeling fuckin great today. Not body-wise but mentally. I'm looking forward to my life. I'm not feeling lonely. I'm the only company I need. Fucking fantastic.