Wouldn't it be cool if I was sipping burbon and smoking a cigar? I think so. Maybe I should pick up both habits. I have laid around all day. Well, not actual laying down but I wanted to. I actually sat at the computer all day except for the two or more hours watching LOTR this morning. I'm depressed. No, not depressed. I am not feeling that bad. I was depressed for a long time and it's not like that now. I'm just all blah lately. Nothing seems to make me happy for long. I need a boyfriend. Like, right now. I know it's not beneficial to depend your happiness on others but I can't seem to do it myself. The next person to ask me out - BAM! I'm there. In real life, not over the internet. :-P Maybe I should say not the next person to ask me out but the next GUY to ask me out.