Listening to: Launch Radio My Station
Feeling: elated
July 31, 2004 2:36 am
I just got back from a night out with the girls. Jenn, Shay, and I went to see "Troy" and then to the Omelet Shoppe where we played cards and talked.
A guy I went to high school with was there with a bunch of his friends. I used to have the biggest crush on him. He is just as cute now as he was if not hotter and he sat across from me in the booth next to mine and our eyes kept connecting. And then Jenn and Shay played some songs and I was singing to "Black Hole Sun" by Soundgarden and he was singing and we just looked at each other and then I knew what it was to have chemistry with someone. Not the kind that I just think is going on but the real stuff. He has glasses and I have glasses and he is everything I want in a guy. I wish we went to the same school or would see each other more than once or twice a year. He's one of those guys that is just mellow about everything and super smart and kind to everyone and hilarious to be around. Senior year we had this drama type class together and he was in my group. We had tons of fun. Anyway, I just feel really alive and happy.
In the movie "Troy" Brad Pitt's character Achilles tells a girl (something like this) that the Gods envy us because we are mortal and things are more beautiful to us because we are doomed. How true and a wonderful way to look at things.
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