My Birthday

by valerie102
Feeling: old
Today is my birthday...I'm 19 now. Wow. I can't get over how much time has flown since my last b-day. Last week I went to the mall in my hometown and ran into my friend Tank at the bookstore. It seemed like I had just seen him but it had been over a year. That's crazy! I miss my people from school. Life has changed so much. Okay... the last year I accomplished...something. Yes, I did. I made it into college and survived being depressed and lonely. I survived my mom's death, family betrayal, friends who aren't friends, kidney stones! Man! That was the worst! I hope all that is behind me now. I'm not sure I can take another year like the last one. On to brighter things, last night Jenn and I watched scary movies and had girl talk and it was great. I miss being around people who are actually decent human beings. Yesterday I ate so much junk and crap. I know I'm going to regret it but oh well. Tonight we're going to eat at a Chinese place, I'm excited. Anyway, I guess I better get off here and get in the shower. P.S. Shout out to Alex who met a hot girl named Ant. Good luck! :-)
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Happy birthday!! Time for your spankings. Get over here now.
Meow.
Hey, Happy Birthday, tho I spent the week with you. But I just thought I would let you know that it was your red shirt that staind all the white pink. Mine and Dave/Tom's shirt is both now fully pink. Thanks! Love ya! ;)
[Anonymous]
hiya happy birthday :)
Listen, it was your shirt. Mine only had a bit of pink and mom rewashed or whatever and now they're fully pink. I wasn't being a bitch thank you! If I was you'd know it! (kinda like now) =)
[Anonymous]
happy birthday! how's it feel to be nineteen?
O_o maddie
[Anonymous]
and you are supposed to be adults. please let me never be one if picking on 16 yr olds is all youre good for. she started with me, thats all there is to it. she called my dead dad a faggot. do you think i wont respond to that? now im done because its old and is giving me a headache. you can look on my diary and she that she left the first comment. i would never go to someones diary and try to insult someone like that. im more grown up than you
could imagine. their gypsie comments were very adult by the way. insulting dead people is way out of my league. im done with them. they have to live with their jealous, evil thoughts. not me.
get the shit out of your ears and listen. she started this shit with ME. she called my father names and insulted others i know. SHE doesnt know ME. i appreciate your loyalty to your cousin and friend but when they fuck off so will I. I cant say it any simpler. I would tell you, i havent thought of it till you brought it up again. thats how insignifigant it is in my life. why would she start shit with me to begin with? jealousy isnt pretty.
oh this is so tireing and draining and my brain just dont go for shit like this but ill explain the best i can. attack without provocation usually stems from some sort of fear. jealousy=fear. shes scared of her life, unsure about her place in many situations and confident people scare her. she wants everyone to be unsure like her. its all walpaper over plaster so i thought she should paint and shit. thats all. i believe in attack as a defence.
wait, let me make it clear. i believe in attack as a defence ONLY. i dont go around attacking. only in defence.