Today I skipped English. I know, I'm a bad girl. I didn't feel well at all. But what's new about that? All I've eaten today is a couple pieces of Colby cheese melted in the microwave on bread. Yummy but not very nutricious (spelling?). I decided that I'm going to write down everything I watch on TV this week so I can see how many hours I waste. I'm sure I will be very embarrassed by the amount but I'm a college student. It's not like I can afford to even own a car to go any where in. I have a new reason to hate my roomie. This afternoon, while I was watching General Hospital she came in yapping like usual and totally ruined it. Everyone who knows me knows that you don't mess with me when I'm watching my soap. (I know that is pitiful. lol) I tried to tell her to shut up but she wouldn't listen. Oh well. I'll get a new roommate next semester. All of the sudden I'm thinking about my little brother. It makes me feel horrible when I think about how he won't remember Mom. She made my childhood so much fun and she was understanding and supportive of me while I was being a bitch to her. I wish I could take care of Jimmy myself. I don't trust the situation he's in now. I miss him so much and when he sees me he hardly knows who I am. My own brother doesn't really reconize me. I'm really upset.