sometimes you realize that all along you were lying to yourself about something you believed was real. things that you thought would always stay the same start to change. you see them in a different way. you find out that you've had your eyes closed..afraid of what you'd see if they were open even the slightest bit. but when you finally do decide to open them you see both what was there and what was always missing..and you realize so much. not only the truth and what you were hiding from yourself..but who you really are. you finally realize that who you are was never who you wanted to be. and you know it's time to change..even if that means changing the things you always told yourself would stay the same forever.