i absolutely miss sara like crazy ...i wish i were with her i wish my knee was better ...i want to be able to do things again i freaking hate a certain someone right now ...she needs to learn what "friend" means i've been so tired lately ...i think there's something wrong with me i love braden cody henderson ...more than anything i'm so sick of not having a true best friend ...i'm tired of searching i want braden right here with me ...i miss him so much i need to depend more on God ...especially right now i heart megan renee huck ...and i hope she knows that my knee hurts really bad at the moment ...i wish it would stop i don't understand what it is about ...love and commitment that scares me so much i need to leave marietta ...i hate it here i need a best friend right now ...more than ever