all of this will definitely take a while to get used to, going back to school, but today wasn't all that bad. i was surprised that i liked almost all of my classes and am very happy that i have friends in every class. except for family relations. lauren's in that class with me but we didn't talk at all so i don't really know. i mean, i understand why we didn't, but it was really awkward because she's pretty much the only person i know in that class and we aren't even talking. but anyhow, besides that, everything was extremely good today. braden and i have our lockers RIGHT next to each other, weird, but yay. alison is in about 4 of my classes, i think. and i have lunch with sara :-) very good. hmm only bad thing about this year is that i don't have mr. ullman for math (i've had him for the past two years) and i already don't think i'm going to like mrs. jenkins very much..but i guess i have to at least give her a chance. right? yeah, i'm nice. i think this year's going to be much better than both my freshman and sophmore ones were. i don't know why exactly..i guess it's just a feeling i have. there are some things that i'm still not quite sure about right now, but i'm learning to just go with the flow and let things happen. like i said in one of my recent entries..i need change, even though i'm afraid of what change might mean, i still want it too, because most of the time it turns out to be for the best. and this year, i need all the best i can get..if that makes sense. anyways, braden took me home from school today..we came back here and hungout for a while before he left. hmmm..then i got ready and went to youth group. it was hilary and jamie's last day. they both leave on saturday, so we won't see them before then. i was hoping to see jamie but she's going to be too busy the next couple days, getting ready to leave and stuff. so this pretty much sucks! i'll miss her being here..but i'll still see her some. but yeah. later lovelies.