okay, well as you already know, braden and i broke up last night and i think it's for the best. i haven't felt the same way for him that i did for a while now. i just kind of thought it was just me being dumb and not realizing what i had or something. which, sometimes that was part of it, but i realized that i really don't feel the same way about him that i did. i care about him but i don't love him. so i guess i'm following my heart, and we'll see where it takes me. but yeah, i might give you more details about this touchy subject tomorrow because it's late. i got up and went to church which was very nice. a lot of people got baptised, including my mommy :-) she has before, but she wanted to get rededicated to God and i'm very proud of her :-) and she wore her slippers up there. haha it was pretty hilarious. but anyways, after the service i went with pam back to her house. she changed, todd got ready, and i got megan dressed. then all of us left and went out to casey's house for her graduation party :-) she had tons of picture albums and pictures everywhere. everything was very pretty and there were decorations everywhere. you could tell that they spent forever getting ready for today. oh, and there was very yummy food. meat and cheese for sandwiches, meatballs, chili stuff, pizza rolls, fruit, pasta salad (very yummy), a vegie tray, and tiny cubes of cheese. i love food, so it was very nice. so anyhow, we left around 2:30 and drove around forever. then we went to the church for jena green's graduation party. hmm there wasn't a whole lot of people there when we first got there, and i wasn't real impressed with the food. all they had was cake, pretzels, a vegie tray and some peanuts :-( yep, that was it. so i just kind of talked, then miss jamie showed up. yay! i love her. and her and i made up cute stories and told everyone. hah, i love us. then i left with jamie, her dad (the pastor) and her mom. we went back out to casey's graduation party because they hadn't been yet, so i went because i honestly didn't want to stay at jena's party. haha. plus, casey's party was from 1-6. yeah, long..but it was 10 times better than jena's. it took us forever to find her house though, because it's way out in warren. we found it though. and when we got there jamie and i went straight to the food. hahahahaha. yes, i love us! anyways, after a little bit, we left and headed back to the church because it was almost 5:30 and church started at 6:00. it was much easier to get back though :-) evening service was very nice. i sat by miss jamie, and got to see jonathan too :-) anyways. yeah, as you see, him and i didn't go see star wars or anything today because his parents made him go with them to his cousin's graduation party, which was very poopie. but we've already planned something for next weekend, so it's all good. welp, earlier i got a chance to talk to lauren, megan and aliie about how prom was last night. they all said they had tons of fun and i'm very glad. i still haven't talked to sara or tara about how their night was. i tried calling tara earlier but she didn't answer, so i just left her a message. i hope she got it. i miss her very much right now. being at graduation parties all day really sucked because it made me miss her a bunch. i love her verrrrrry much! jonathan and i talked for 4 hours tonight. from 7:55 to 11:55. wow. and it was nonstop too. we must have asked eachother like a million questions and i feel like i know him 10 times better than i did before tonight. we were totally honest with eachother. it's awesome! he really does make me happy, and i don't know. it's just different with him somehow, but i'm not sure what it is exactly. i'm curious to find out what it is though, and i have a feeling that i will. i think we could definitely be something. well i think i'm done for now. later. p.s. i absolutely HATE graduation with a passion! it needs to die forever! oh yeah and i really, really miss tara a lot right now. i love her so much!