not much to say about school :-( - lauren came to lunch with me. yay! i was suppose to have therapy from 4-5:30 today but joe made me stay until past 6:00 because i didn't get done with all of my "excercises". so of course my dad showed up at 5:30, and guess who was there...? laura! her and melissa, another therapist, normally leave around 5 or so, but they had stayed to workout. so my dad went over and talked to both of them, and the whole time he looked extremely happy. then he came over by joe and i but he continued watching laura workout and stuff. welll..it really upset me. just to be there watching it and not understanding if anything was or is going on, and also not being able to do anything about it. i felt so powerless. i was really mad at him too, and at one point i almost cried. joe even asked me if anything was wrong, but of course i said no. when i got home i came back here to my room and just sat on my bed forever. i wanted to talk to lauren more than anything, because she always makes everything okay, so i called her and ended up crying over the phone. i didn't care at all, and neither did she. i love her! she made me feel better, even though she didn't know what to say. i felt bad though because when i called her, she was in her car taking olivia miller home from crew..but she was like 2 seconds away from her house, so when she DID drop olivia off that's actually when i told her everything. then she was planning on going to joe's house for a little bit before she went to some crew dinner thing at 7:00, but she stayed on the phone with me instead, and we talked until she got the the girls house. but i love her very much! i had to go though too, because jamie wanted me to go to bible study with her at 7:00. so yeah. right after i got off the phone with lauren i left and went to bible study. that also made things better. it was me, kim, jamie, casey, sam and mary-ellen. it was very fun, i liked it :-) afterwards we took jamie home. welp, that's all. later!