there's not really that much to say about today. hmmm..the highlight of my day was when lauren came and ate lunch with me :-) it definitely made me happy :-) umm..in english i got to see my love, sara! yay! and both of us forgot out books so we couldn't follow along while the rest of the class was reading julius caesar :-) haha. like we really cared! but yeah, sara wrote lots of stuff in my planner, with a very pretty marker i might add :-) yay!!! then her and i left class like 7 minutes early and went up to get food!! she had no money, so being the awesome friend that i know i am, i said i would get her some reeses. buttt, sara, being the RETARD that SHE is pressed the wrong buttons the first time and got m&ms instead :-) so i ended up paying for m&m's, reeses, and chips for myself!! but i still love her! always! after school i came home and got online for a little bit. i talked to both sara and megan. yay!! megan and i started talking about lauren and i don't know. here's SOME of what was said... m e g 42187: perhaps you're too busy trying to make lauren your best friend... just to feel like you have that one other person thats always there... and instead you've missed out the whole point of sara and i being there for you throughout the past three years. we've never left you. m e g 42187: we've always told you the truth and we've always helped you. m e g 42187: we are the ones who call on weekends to hang out m e g 42187: we are the ones who helped plan your birthday party m e g 42187: and we are the ones that have never ignored you or made you feel second best so yeah. like i said, i don't know! what megan said is very true. her and sara have always, ALWAYS been there for me..through absolutely everything!! i love them and they deserve to be called my best friends! maybe more than lauren does. and it kills me to say that but maybe it's true. she also said... m e g 42187: when she doesnt care, it makes you sad. when she doesnt write, it makes you sad. when you worry about her when she doesnt worry about you, it makes you sad. m e g 42187: we want you to stop having to do that. m e g 42187: we just want you to be happy, without having to try. and it's true too! all of it! but i'm going to go because it's late! later. i'm sorry but i miss lauren so much right now!!