lauren left me a message online this morning while i was at church..she won't be home for awhile :-( a really, really long while. notSOtall10587: hey just thought I'd say hi and see how you were doing..I'm staying another month or so..I'm not actually sure how long, but I know that God wants me here right now so this is where I'm going to be so i guess it's not five days anymore. i don't know when i'm going to see her now, and it's been hard enough without her for this long! it's been five weeks..it was almost over, and now she's decided to stay for another month? i'm sorry, i should be happy for her! i mean, she's at doe river gorge, one of the best church camps ever, and i'm sitting here upset that i can't have her here with me! i hate that i'm being so selfish right now, but i honestly can't help it! i miss her, more than you know, and i have to be without her a lot longer than i thought! i don't know, i guess i'm done. later.