Don't waste your time on me ur already the voice inside my head! (I miss you) I love that song...I discovered that my new favorite band is probably Blink 182...Most likely and for some STRANGE reason I think Tom from Blink 182 is cute....weird? I think so but he is...why is he so incredibly cute to me? I dunno....I had an odd decision today....I had to choose between staying at my Dad's for the extra Day for Memorial Day and it turns out if I did I would be able to see Sophia...I want to see her but I didn't want to stay at my Dad's and Soso and I had a little fued about it and I thought to myself I shouldn't be thinking this///the truth is I want to see her because I haven't seen her for five weeks and yesterday (saturday) was the first time in five weeks and two more weeks are coming...because my Dad thinks we're taking his family away if Sophia, his niece OUR BEST FRIEND AND COUSIN, comes over our house when we are not with him...we only see him four days a month...two weekends a month...so I felt bad because I thought I was making it worse but I wasn't...It was because of the decision made by them that we only have the slightest chance of seeing eachother four days out of a month....*sigh* Where are you And Im so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time and as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating there insides Liek indecision to call you And hear ur voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight? Stop this pain tonight..... :-( I love that song.....and Tom is soooo cute (help me) .:.:VaNeSsA:.:.