it's scary feeling so needed by one person. i don't want to give up on him, yet i am not a pro at this. i was called upon for the first time today for help, and i feel like i did my job. but i don't know how long this can last. i don't know how much i can help. the thing that's so hard is he doesn't have a problem yet. i'm just convinced he's got the potential. i'd like to think i know him well enough to conclude that, and the way he has talked for months and months only goes to show why he did what he did. and that's why i believe it's safe to say it can only get worse. much much worse. a part of me wishes i wasn't the only one trying to help him...i'm so scared. God, be with me. I need to have faith. Please, help.